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by Depreciator

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released October 17, 2015

Cody Canning - Vocals
Christopher Valentin - Guitar
Denny Dal - Guitar
Christian Chaffee - Bass
Michael Yager - Drums

Mixed & Mastered by Joel Monet

Artwork by our own Christopher Valentin

Debuted on Chugcore

Live @ Ming Dynasty Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Joel Monet

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Track Name: Quitter
It’s the blind leading the blind
I always seem to get left behind
hoping it gets better is a waste of time
empty your mind with a fucking nine

round and round it goes
but when the rounds stop where do I go?

I carried all the world's problems
now it’s time to carry mine
I thought this time it’d be different
but it’s the same, life is malignant

the snake eats its tail
I’ll fight tooth and nail
it never gets better
I only feel bitter
life sucks when you’re a fucking quitter

I’d never want to grow old in this

spinning from the ceiling feels like the beginning
begging pleading
Track Name: Catastrophe
it’s not a joke
i’m sick of every word you spoke
never heard any truth through any of these ghosts

it’s not a joke
I burned every single note
all these letters in my lungs
all our memories turned to smoke
I’m at the end of my rope
when I wake up I hope we’re fucking choked

here it is
when will you grow up and see
the rift you tore between you and me

here it is
you and me
a fucking catastrophe

here it is
when will you grow up and see
the rift you tore between you and me

you and me
a fucking catastrophe
Track Name: Seizure
I can’t do anything right
I can never feel safe at night
I can’t even help myself
like you could fucking tell

I can’t stop these convulsions
these constant seizures wear my mind
the knot slips loose
every fucking time

i can’t stand to live like this
the seconds tick like hours
that instance of weightlessness
my throat tied up in wire

I need help
I need help
I want out
I want out

sirens blare people stare
no one cares about a motherfucker
who’d throw his shitty life away forever
they give a fuck the first week you're away
then they throw all your shit in the coffin you made
kick the chair out throw your life away
like anyone’s opinion ever mattered to you anyway
kick the chair out throw your life away
I don’t know who’s in the mirror at the end of the day

everyday i live a life i'd never want
breathing hurts the worst but there’s something wrong
I can’t make anyone stay
laugh or cry we’re fucked either way

inhale exhale
oxygen like nails
inhale exhale
oxygen like nails

I hope you get here in time
give me a reason to stay
I don’t want to live
tomorrow’s never my day

I hope you get here in time
I hope you get here in time
I hope you get here in time
I hope you get here in time
I hope you get here in time
I hope you get here in time
I hope you get here in time
if you cared, you’d get here in time
Track Name: Nothing
all i’m capable of is letting you down
all I can seem to do is force my head under this crown
i’m king of nothing, a fucking disgrace
I hope my neck breaks under the weight

i’m a natural disaster
i’ve been a cancer on this earth since birth
the back bends to bear the burden
but you won’t even fucking see that i’m hurting

i’m a speck on the map
i’m just a spark of the fire in your past
harbinger of nothing good
liaison to a life I never fucking shook

i’m a liar i’m a thief
i’m everything you suppress in your sleep
i’m not human i’m a disease
i’m blind and I hope I never fucking see

I’ll let life run me out to sea
all the water in the world, i’d never take a drink

I give up
I fucking give up

oh god
why me?

I never wanted a voice
I never wanted a choice
Track Name: Belligerent
What did you want from me
can you think back on it?
what did you see in me
besides just violence?
I live my life like this
shell shocked and ignorant
I spend my days like this
fucking belligerent

I will become nothing, dead in the dirt
I will become all that makes you hurt
I will rip out your black beating heart
I can not be stopped I’ll rip you apart

I hope that I have burned every bridge i’ve ever crossed
I hope that half your life is time you think is fucking lost
your blood flows through you like the sands of time
I am the pendulum swinging you back to the starting line

I hope that I have burned every bridge i’ve ever crossed
I hope that half your life is time you think is fucking lost
your blood flows through you like the sands of time
I am the pendulum swinging you back to the starting line


if I had a nice bone in my body i’d tear it out
if I had a nice thought it my head i’d blow it out

my whole life is a labyrinth
every path is a dead end
life is a joke
that’s all the voices ever spoke

i’m begging for a nightmare
so I can have something to put me to sleep
breathing is suffering
the constant struggle makes me weak

as I walk through the valley
of the shadow of death
I fear no evil
for I am ruin


as I walk through the valley
of the shadow of death
I fear no evil
for I am ruin

Belligerent

Fuck

an ungrateful piece of shit
I take everything for granted
this is life
six feet under fucking granite
Track Name: Forever
dark days
sleepless nights
hollow gaze
I hope you never feel safe

all your friends become strangers
everyone you think you know is a traitor
you call it masochistic behavior
it’s fucking human nature

this is forever
brother against brother
this is eternity
all the best for a motherfucker
living life in the gutter

you motherfucker
you motherfucker
you motherfucker

dark days
sleepless nights
hollow gaze
I hope you never feel safe

this isn’t the end
we’ve only began

just one more step
just one more step

you counted seconds
if you ever used your head
you’d count your fucking breaths
Track Name: Dust
life’s a game I always seem to lose
I didn’t know I had the guts to choose
an existence fueled by everything I hate
I never wanted to live this way
too bad I never held out

every good thought i’ve ever had was a shell
an excuse to bury myself
deeper and deeper
i’ll let no one into me except the reaper

i’m just a slave I never had a choice
i’m just a fake, a broken voice
we all knew i’d fuck it up in the end
we all knew my back would bend

because i’m spineless
sick of looking in the mirror
not a single word I say seems to come out any bit clearer
pathetic and weak
lacking in everything anyone would need

i’m starving in a world thriving on lies
not even the dead have a peaceful look in their eyes
I could never tell the difference between life and death
existence leaves a hollow fucking hole in my chest

the reaper is the only one who cares
the reaper is the only one who’s there

ashes to ashes, dust into dust
trying my best was never good enough
ashes to ashes, dust into dust
burn my body, let the buildings rust

ashes to ashes, dust into dust
trying my best was never fucking good enough
ashes to ashes, dust into dust
burn my body let the fucking buildings rust